Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you always imagined- Thoreau

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I generally have interesting days and always an interesting outlook, so as a writer with just a resume...here goes everything...

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Am i easily tickled or do u relate?

Good Evening.
Isn't it amazing how good it feels to have a productive day; one which you make many check marks on the list of to-do's! How come it is so hard for me to have more of these?
Oh yes, that's it...i forgot how much I love to sleep...how I look forward to two hours of free lazy time after I get off work....the fact that I am so damn forgetful and absent-minded with my errands. Sometimes, it'll take me three trips to the mall to finally return a dress. I'll accidently leave it at home, forget the receipt, or even go to the mall with both necessities but running late and not have enough time to return the dress AND buy some shoes for that night ;)

ANYWAY, I'm going to try to find some small details of each day that remind me of why I enjoy life or even why I enjoy myself. Today's was a mental glimpse of childhood deriving from straight imaginary randomness.

I was at work, scooping ice into a bucket from a huge ice maker and I had a flashback of one of my favorites cartoons, Ducktails, and Uncle Scrooge's money pit he often swam in. The cubes reminded me of the gold coins he jumped into and how much i loved the gold-swimming segment of nearly every episode. A huge smile lit my face and for a slight second I was six-years-old again and watching the cartoon with my great friend Lyndsie.
I looooovvvvvvveeeeeee flashbacks that make me smile. I hope I can have more of these brief requiem's of happiness.

Am i easily tickled or do u relate?

Monday, January 11, 2010

Lilia, my love

If you've never met her, you're missing out. She is endearing, always interested and a very morally grounded person. When I'm having a bad day, she is always the first person I reach out to and always quick on the response. I called her the first time I had an intense dispute with a loved one and have called her many times since, always changing my perspective and opening my eyes. I love her for her heart and soul and I think she deserves a major shout out!!

Lil-you are a beautiful Leo...keep shining girl....major love!!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

The morning mood (great)

I went to sleep feeling alone and woke up complete. As I mentioned in  my last blog....the dualities of my character.
 Anyhow, I survived Day One of my two weeks of sobriety....job searched online...whitened my teeth, getting ready to go to the gym before work, had a very enlightening conversation with my very bright grandmother, discussed my business plan schedule with my  mother and I am going to church in the morning.
ahhh.....the greatness of mental devotion.
bless you and yours...